Not my president.

not my voice - not my values - not my beliefs


I, like many other Americans, am feeling a broad range of emotions right now. Sadness, despair, lots of anger, and a ton of fear for my and many others' future. I am so dissapointed that in 2024 hate, transphobia, homophobia, racism, misogyny, sexism, and xenophobia still have a place in our country. We have allowed a cheeto with 34 felony counts, 2 impeachments, and numerous sexual assults to win a presidential election. We have so much at stake these next four years. The Department of Education, FAFSA, the CDC, the FDA and many other government organizations are likely to be completely erased or changed beyond recognition. The rights of diverse and marginalized communties are on the line. The right for people with uteruses to OWN their bodies is on the line. The promise of a better future for immigrants and their families is being ripped away. To those of you who have chosen and continue to choose to be asleep at the wheel, I hope you get everything you voted for and more. To those of you who aren't privileged enough to benefit from this election (hint: the VAST majority of us are not.. do your research to see who Donald is ACTUALLY working in the "best interest" of), know that you are not alone. Your feelings are so valid and don't let anyone around you, friend, family, coworker, boss, etc. make you feel like they aren't. Be angry. Be sad. Continue to hope for better.


Let it be known, this is not a topic up for debate. There is no place for hate here, no matter how tiny of a corner this site takes up. You will simply be blocked and your comments deleted. Feel free to reach out to me for support. I'm here for you. I am having my own big feelings and struggles and we can share in our big feelings together.

And I can picture it after all these days...

Nov 2nd, 2024

Hi friends! As you can probably tell (and if not, clear your cache folks!) Sugarbean has a new fall layout! I was so tempted to throw up a Christmas one but I decided to pace myself and do something fallish first. There aren't any crazy fall elements to it but the colors are definitely giving me fall/leaves/caramel apple vibes! I know the header and stuff is pretty simple but I couldn't leave the Halloween up through November so just wanted something to tie us over until the real fun comes in December. I felt a litte inspired by the old siteworld days so I used the cute little arrow cursor we all used to have and some pixel text.

Y'all, I literally haven't had a single pumpkin spice latte this year. Honestly even Halloween didn't feel that special this year. I think I might be getting OLD. I love the pumpkin cream coldbrew at Starbucks and I have to get my butt over there ASAP to get one before it's too late. Did y'all do anything fun for Halloween? I recently moved back home with my parents for a bit due to personal resons and all my friends are back in Denver so I just handed out candy with my family. It was a decent Halloween for me, but I didn't get to go to any parties, so that sucked. My aunt did make some bomb chili and I ate sooo much candy. I dressed up as a vampire and put Ollie in a super cute harness with bat wings.

Let me know what you think of the new layout and how your Halloween was & enjoy this gif of Harry Styles!



♥ Trevor