Hot Pink Summer & Denver Dreams

AUTHOR : Trevor | 1 comment

Okay so… let’s just address the elephant in the room: I have not updated since March. Like, be so serious. March?? But I’m back, I’m alive, and I come bearing pink. This new layout is basically what would happen if Barbie and Pepto Bismol had a love child and then let Kylie Jenner babysit it in her hot pink bikini. It’s literally so pink, it’s disrespectful. I was feeling super inspired by Kylie’s Barbie pool shoot and I thought… why not just let Barbie fully take over? Summer is here! Well, for the Northern Hemisphere. So consider this layout my official love letter to summer: unapologetically extra, a little chaotic, and living her best plastic-fantastic life.

Speaking of delulu… plot twist: I randomly applied for an apartment in Denver and GOT PRE-APPROVED. Like, what?? Literally had to sit down before I fell over. I got the call saying "congratulations," and now I’m just waiting on all the lease docs to hit my inbox. I haven’t signed yet, so don’t manifest me into a U-Haul just yet, but like… it’s happening. It's literally like 6 units down the hall from my bestfriend Kylie of 15 years, and I have missed her & Denver oh so much, it hurts. I also have some job connections in Denver, and I’m manifesting an interview so hard right now. If everything lines up, there is a very real chance I will be fully back in Denver by next month. Like, my entire life might actually do a full 180 in the span of a few weeks. Casual. A few weeks ago I had zero plans to move yet and then I just decided to fuck around and I found out. So basically, catch me fully entering my Main Character Arc soon... maybe. Until then, I’ll just keep pretending I’m poolside with Barbie and Kylie, ignoring my responsibilities and listening to "Mine" by Phoebe Ryan on loop.

ALSO… remember when I posted that poll in my last blog about when we thought we’d get Rep TV and I put "never" as a JOKE?? Turns out Mother Taylor said "hold my snake ring" and basically confirmed we’re never getting it. Like girl, why would you play with our hearts like that? I truly thought by now we’d be knee-deep in the drama, but apparently we all just live in her long game.

Anyway, leave me a lil love in the cbox if you feel cute, and remember: sometimes life is just waiting for you to take one tiny step toward what you want and then suddenly everything starts falling into place. Believe in yourself, romanticize every moment, and don’t be afraid to make that first move.

❤ Trevor

We Keep It Sticky-Icky Like Lipgloss

AUTHOR : Trevor | no comments

Hey besties, welcome back to Sugarbean! Not even gonna lie, I have been fighting for my life with work lately, which is why I haven’t updated since dropping the Valentine’s content. Like, I blinked and suddenly it’s been weeks?? Be so fr. Every time I sit down to work on the site, my brain just logs off. But don’t worry, I’m still here, still lurking, still mentally planning my next moves for Sugarbean. If overthinking updatescounted as actual work, this place would be thriving. On the bright side, I finally pulled myself together and dropped a new layout, and honestly? I think it kinda eats. Not even gonna lie, I was struggling with the navi coding (like why did this take me so long??) but we made it in the end. Anyway, I hope y’all like it as much as I do, and if you don’t... pls just lie to me.

Speaking of things taking 84 years, MOTHER (Taylor) finally renewed the Reputation TV copyrights and the way the internet IMMEDIATELY lost it… me included. Like girl, just press upload, we are TIRED. She’s either about to drop it out of nowhere or keep us in emotional turmoil until 2026 just for the drama. Either way, when Rep TV comes, I will be unwell. If you see this site suddenly turn black-and-white with snakes everywhere, just know I’ve entered my villain era.

Anyway, I'll be back with more content soon (no, fr, i have ideas cooking), but for now, grab whatever you like and drop a comment in the cbox if you stop by. I promise I haven't abandoned ship, just moving at my usual chaotic pace. Don’t forget to romanticize your life or whatever.

❤ Trevor

How long will Taylor make us suffer before dropping Rep TV?